Thanx you for your kind words, chap! I'm keeping on the lookout

Taken from my new blog; http://www.ancillatilia.com/personal/blog.php


Sorry I have been a bit quiet and updates are less frequent then you are used to of me! In the forum I promised I would explain a bit more about why that is, so here we go.


After three years of working as a team with my webmaster, I have decided to continue the site without him.

You probably havent even realised it, but there have always been two people running this site, and we have always tried to go at it as a team. Lately I have been feeling more and more as if I am more ambitious and serious about the website then he is, and therefore we werent working towards the same goals any longer. We have discussed it many many times in the last months. Running a website such as this one is actually quite a bit of hard work and things arent always made easier by people who steal my stuff and offer it for free on the internet*. I increasingly felt like it was so much more hassle and worry then what I gained from keeping the website updated all the time, whether financially or emotionally. I am a very ambitious person and I am also the type of person who will want to do something well or not at all.


Lately I noticed, instead of trying to keep pushing my webmaster for the best possible, that I lowered my goals for myself and I tried to have peace with that. Then It hit me, why should I stop aiming for the highest possible? Its nonsense! This is what I love doing, this is what my heart is in and what Ive always wanted to do. Im living my dream and Im not even enjoying it?? Thats crazy! I might as well go and work at a bakeryshop, it would be lot less hassle! It was a very hard decision to make, but I believe I have done everything on my part to avoid this split and that I have done the right thing by ending the partnership with my webmaster. I believe it is the right thing to ensure the future of this website by looking for a new and very motivated webmaster, and to ensure that you, my dear fan and (hopefully) devoted member will get the very best you deserve. (I am forever greatful to all my dear members, for paying my rent and allowing me to share my passion with you!)


Unfortunatly that also means I am eagerly searching for a new, highly motivated webmaster to make this site the very best it can be. Instead of arranging photoshoots, right now I am pretty busy trying to sort out new systems to maintain the website at least partially myself, paperwork, and just trying to deal with it emotionally. So thats whats going on in my life… and with the website. Ofcourse I will continue to make sure AncillaTilia.com gets updated frequently. After a short break I am setting up photoshoots again with delicious new outfits such as two new sets by Patrick Ceuppens and House of Bias. So look out for that!


Im in a bit of a weird period right now, but it certainly isnt all bad! As you might already know I got my first movierole in a Dutch mainstream movie which is very exciting! More on that in an upcoming blog. After the loss of my cat Picasso Im about the adopt a Spynx cat, which is something I have wanted for YEARS.I dont have the kitten yet as the mother only just gave birth to it, but as soon as I have it youll be seeing kitten-cuteness all over this blog Other then that summer is in the air, and so is love, so Im feeling pretty bitter-sweet right now. Well, never a dull moment, right?

Please stick with me through these changing times and thank you so much for your never-ending support over the past few years!


Things arent always made easier by people who steal my stuff and offer it for free on the internet*: *Please, I beg you, DONT! It really affects me personally very much. I work very hard and invest a lot to set up cool new shoots for you to enjoy. If you love me and my work, be honest and please just get a freakin’ membership. If you see my pictures posted somewhere without permission, please notify me, I really appreciate it.